Having a date with someone other than your ex-husband after being a married woman for more than twenty five years was an important occasion alright, Sie sucht ihn but wearing a tie she bought with such strong emotional value attached to it was a form of cowardice, a subconscious reluctance to let go. You see that boy, he looks so happy right? But inside he’s dying. He’s hurt and tired. Tired of all the drama, tired of not being good enough, tired of life. But she doesn’t want to look dramatic, weak or attention seeking so she keeps it all inside. Act’s like everything’s perfect but he cries at night, Girl does he cry at night, so that everybody thinks he is the happiest person they know, that he has no problems and her life is perfect. Little do they know.